Monthly Archives: September 2018


A quote by Ravindranath Tagore: “Facts are many but truth is one.”
What is that one truth we can all agree on and can we agree on such a truth? In my opinion truth is one, means one truth we can all agree on so it is to me when we are here no more, or happening in a different reality dynamic of what would take place spiritually with our bodies and not by which we would understand of how we live our lives. That dynamic, space and time happening of that one truth maybe that we are the spirit and the soul and not the body, that thirsts. Everything that look place in my life since my grandfather passing away and the next five years after that was that reality with the spirit. Why everyone should be in my life, I do not have answers for that or how all that factored into my life. I say there is truth to words like spirit, soul and God and they exist in the dictionary for a reason. I do not believe we evolved from a primitive world and created those words or that they are supernatural. These words hold truth to our existence, and how we cycle through this universe.
The truth is also this of that one reality that I experienced after surya namaskaram, that is spirit in my life. People were in my life. I don’t know how this was taking place, I can’t formulate into words other than to say I experienced spirit. It was good and bad. I can only describe my life then as insane, unreal, and real. What people understood of my life, didn’t understand and wanted prove of me, was priceless. If what people understand of this world resembles a like for Trump presidency or crucification of Jesus, what people cared, could less and understood of my life also looked like that. Insane were┬áthe incidents┬áthat should have never happened, these out of body experiences with the spirit and what all took place there. The blog, what I intended for it and what all happened with it was also insane. That is not true to my being as person. Unreal are my meditative experiences years later. There is truth to what the swami’s have said, that it is possible to experience bliss through meditation and that have in my life years later. I come out of my meditations happy and blissful. The real is everything I experienced with my arranged marriage, and what all I learned of that situation in Indian culture. The loyalty to one’s experience has forever changed my life and relationships. Most of all through all that happened in the last 10 years people have taught me who they are and intellect they live with and understand of life.
The truth is also this, I am at peace with my self. I owe remainder of my life to my grandparents, and let fate guide my life. They cared for my happiness so much that I know they would not have it any other way, that is to see me happy. I am happier than I had ever been in the 40 years of my life. What I have experienced of God, spirit and soul I have to live with so when look back at those experiences or my meditation experiences I feel there must be greater purpose to my life. There may not be greater purpose in life for me, only being contended and at peace with myself and experience all the wealth in good health also. A family and children would be nice, I will let that fall into place in way it is supposed to by God’s grace.
I do not doubt another person in this world, might have experienced spirit, or a type of near death experience. These incidents have known to exist. So I may not be the only one who has experienced spirit in life.
I write from my soul. That is the truth. Maybe it also be the one truth with which we understand ourselves.